It’s clear as day how much animosity she still holds after all these years, and I can’t blame her. I left with no notice, no way for her to contact me. I lied to her brother about how I felt about her, and I took the coward’s way out. Taylor is completely justified in calling me on all of that bullshit. But I hate hearing how guarded she is now, even if it’s just her making jokes about a dating show. The thought fills me with shame and anger toward myself.
