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Even on the ground, the Ascomanni are caught with their hand in the cookie jar. They thought their Allfather gave them the Garter to be the heart of their new kingdom. Now they stare up at the sky and see it raining golden death.
“Fear not, citizens. House Lune has come. Lysander has come! You are safe.” To the sounds of weeping, we begin to free the lowColors.
Diomedes nods. “Eventually they will know their plan has gone awry. Why let them know until we’ve made our move?”
Most of all, I fear my own concessions will come back to haunt me. That I will be laid bare before these people as a fraud.
He falls to his knees and wraps his big arms around the old woman. Together the two weep and I stand there elated, but wondering.
He is not afraid, and that makes me happy. It’s less fun killing people who are afraid.
“No matter who wins, you both lose,” Diomedes says. “The victor will limp home and Atalantia will open her jaws and chew the remains.
“And if you were born a Red on Mars what would you have done?” Lysander flinches at the question in revulsion, unable to imagine such a thing. “When I was a boy, my father asked me that question. I said ‘rise up’ and he smiled.
“Darrow is not to blame for this war. Gold is. The hierarchy gave humanity the stars, but the decadence and cruelty of our rulers gave us this rebellion. You told me once that we have forgotten who we are, Lysander. You were right. We are not kings. We never were meant to be. We are shepherds. Shepherds do not rule. They guide. They nurture. They protect.
I did not know how long I was waiting to hear him apologize until this moment. His words slip past the armor I’ve built around my heart. The emotions of childhood rush back. All the loss, the loneliness, the fear and instability.
“I…I am just a puppet. That’s all I have ever been. A puppet or a prisoner or a pet. Octavia’s, Atalantia’s. Atlas’s. That meeting…Atlas may already know…my
My Praetorians can’t protect me. The ones who came with me on the Dustmaker, they are sociopaths. They kill hundreds of people and keep a running tally. They make bets about it. They serve him. Not me. They worship him. Call him a patriot. Me? I’m just a spoiled Palatine brat. He’ll skin me in front of them and they’ll just salute.”
An invisible jamField extends with a pop. He knows. No. He’s careful. Making sure no one records him.
The man is quite simply dead. Part of me did not believe he could die. Watching his blood flow around the bits of his fragmented brain, I begin to accept it.
All my allies, all my people out here will be undone by this woman who is so old she will not live to see the future she steals from them.
The Achilles’ heel of the Core has always been greed, and ours has always been pride. I tire of both, so do the people. Gold has failed. We need order, yes. But not the same order that brought us here.”
“I will never agree with you on this course of action. But…maybe that is natural. I am the dusk now. You are the dawn.
I have faced many bombardments on three separate planets. They are the definition of hell. Far worse than anything else in war because of the helplessness they instill. Yet I have never been caught off guard like this. Like a civilian. No armor. No plan. No resources. No men.
So much balances on the good intentions of dangerous people. It’s enough to give a man gray hair.
Sevro smells terrible, and like home. He presses his forehead to mine.
“You idiot. What do you think this is? The Middle bloody Ages? The only thing Lunes honor is themselves.