The Beta: Part Two (The Beta, #2)

by Avanne Michaels

I’m not really trying to bother him with any of it, but ever since one of the others brought attention to the scent of one of my heat spikes he’s been doing everything he can to ease them now that he can recognize them.

It does help, just not enough. I’m always aching and throbbing, and sometimes dripping down my thighs, because my stupid omega pussy can’t be satisfied. And my stupid female...

I told Jasper that I’m afraid of what will happen when I do finally go into heat. He says he and the alphas will take the best care of me, but that doesn’t feel right.

I’d let Jasper fuck me and take care of me every second of the day if it wouldn’t exhaust him or rub him raw, he’s not the problem. They’re the problem.

Kaleb asked me to give them a chance, but I don’t know how. I don’t want to be a burden, I don’t want to be a pity fuck; just the idea of it tightens my chest. I want to push them away and I want to pull them close. I don’t know how to be.

I want to go back to how it was weeks ago. I want to take care of Jasper, and take care of them in the process. I like having a special connection with him, and I miss cuddling with him and petting him without the additional pressure. I wish I could just be calm.

Part of me hopes I will hurry up and go into heat to end this madness, but the rest of me is completely terrified of it. What makes it worse is I know how ...

He says that’s normal and that I would like it even better if I’d try tasting one of our alphas. He never calls them his, he always says ours, but I can’t think about that.

I’m actually pretty shocked he enjoys it so much, given that he’s always been strictly interested in guys; but every time he catches a hint of my arousal his cock turns to granite.

I can’t believe she’s going to try. I have to remind myself that this is for Talia, not me, no matter how fucking hot it’s about to get. I wouldn’t try this with anybody but Nathan. I crook my fingers at him to motion him to come closer.

I want her as addicted as I am so that we can suck them off together, so we can make them feel as helplessly wanton as we feel.

“you’re going to open your mouth again, and this time you’re going to lick him. You’re going to lick all that yummy precum off of him. You’re going to love it so much, Talia.” I fuck into her a couple more times, and then say, “open,” and keep myself still until she does.

She stills her body, and, keeping her eyes closed, turns her head toward me and asks, “can I suck him? Is that okay? I want it so much, he tastes so good.” The breath whooshes out of me and Nathan can’t stop the snarl that rips out of him.

His eyes are wide, locked on mine; he liked hearing that, too. I mean it. I want her so full of me and our alphas that there’s no room for her to doubt who she belongs to.

I let my eyes fall shut, when I open them again I see Talia looking up at Nathan. He’s gently stroking her cheek and the look in his eyes is so tender. I made the right choice. She needed to know that she will be safe with them, that they’ll give her what she needs.

Now I just need to convince her to let the other’s in, let them show her how good they can be for her.

All I know about what happened in the living room before I walked into it is that it isn't fair.

“I knew she would taste amazing,” I tell him, and snort when I hear a crash come from the kitchen.

I am going to like having two omegas, and I'm jealous as all fuck that Nathan got to experience them both at the same time.

Nathan is grinning and I'd accuse him of blushing if I didn't know better.

but in a moment of perfect timing Kaleb comes in from the garage door and snatches her wrist before she can go hide in her old room while we eat the meal she made without her. She keeps trying to sneak back down there, like she can’t stand to be around all of us.

I want to play the make-Talia-tolerate-our-bullshit game too, so I spoon her out a bowl of soup and put a spoon in her hand and ignore her huff before I scarf down most of my food.

“At the dinner table, Devon? Really?” Kaleb is not using a soothing tone, Kaleb sounds exactly like he could punch Devon in the mouth for pulling this.

“Wait! Fucking wait,” Jasper shouts. She stops and turns sharply back around to face him. “You don't have to be afraid of them. They won't hurt you,” he tells her. Then she really gets going. “Is that what you think?” she yells, “that I'm afraid of them?” She laughs when he shrugs as if to say of course that's what he thinks.

“I'm not afraid of them, Jasper. None of them. I'm not afraid of them touching me or fucking me. I'm afraid of what will happen after they do. I absolutely will not come between you and your alphas. I refuse to be the reason you're hurt for any reason. Any reason.

Furthermore, regardless of Nathan's dick in my mouth, they don't want me like that. They will do it for your sake, and I genuinely appreciate that, also for your sake; but I would feel like an even bigger burden than I already do. Besides, I already have an idea for how to deal with this shit. So it will be ...

Jasper glares at her, his green eyes blazing with his anger, his voice is too calm. I feel like I'm sitting in a war...

And that is apparently all Jasper can stomach. He shoves away from the table and basically teleports to stand in front of her, “no you fucking won't.”

I try to break the tension with a joke, “are we sure we want to have two omegas?” It falls flat. Nobody laughs.

“No,” Devon says firmly, “no, he can make her understand; and he's angry enough to force it right now. Let them go at it. They'll fight for a while and then they'll fuck, then we'll all have to go jerk off because when they kiss and make up it's going to take over the whole house.”

Kaleb clears his throat, “Jasper is very...firm with her. He behaves less like an omega when dealing with her.” He does, I've also been considering that. Kaleb is right, he doesn't behave like an omega. He behaves like any man with a female to care for, omega or not. He knows what she needs and he's going to make sure she gets it, regardless of how.

He is going to do what it would kill me to do. He is going to hand his love over to other men to give her what she needs because he can't, and he's going to do whatever he can to make her agree to it.

“But,” Nathan continues, “I think she's going to need more than me. Even Jasper handles her more roughly than I would, and I get the feeling she's not going to be cuddly in her heat. I can give her my knot, but she might get frustrated and rip it off if I don't give it to her the way she needs it.”

There aren't enough toys in the world to get you through, and I don't have a knot. You will need a knot. Do you understand?” She doesn't respond, smack. Jasper continues, “you have four knots that will be at your disposal during your heat and you will use them. Do I make myself clear?” She says nothing, smack.

“I don't understand the problem, Talia. If you're not afraid of them, then what? I'm not worried about you taking them from me, you must know that by now. I want us to share them. Don't you want to do that with me?

Jasper is trying to be reasonable, but it's hard when you're balls-deep inside an angry omega, I would know. He's my omega and I am very good at making him angry.

“Please, baby, please, let them take care of you. I can't do it. And as much as I love him and love to fuck him, you're going to need more than me and Nathan. You will go through both of us fast and we won't even be able to scratch the surface. You're going to be a fucking hellcat. You know that. Even just one more. Can't you let one more have you?”

Will you try to think it through? Please? Just the two of them.” Hearing the soft way he's coaxing her is making me realize that I haven't given Talia a reason to want me.

Well, fuck me. She doesn't mind knowing that Nathan sits in here and watches her get railed by his omega. What a night.

It feels like I'm taking something from you. Like I'm hurting you. I know you're saying otherwise, but it's hard to stop thinking it.

I wonder how bad it would be if I fell in love with her, too? I could easily let myself fall in love with Talia, she's just what I like in a female, and she's so good with Jasper. I could definitely love her.

“I want you, you know,” I say softly, not letting up on my purr. “I want you, and I want him. I want you both. And I want this every night you'll let me have it.”

He turns his blazing green eyes up to mine and lifts half his mouth in a little smirking smile. “Talia,” he whispers, “baby, I know you're hurting right now. Will you let Trent help me take care of you?”

“Shhhh, you liked it when Nathan helped, and you weren't even having a spike. Lets find out if you like Trent just as much as you liked Nathan,” he's a slick little fucker, he could probably convince her to walk off a cliff right now.

“Purr for her, Trent. Baby steps.”

Jealous, I'm so fucking jealous that it makes me feel guilty. “I'm going to give Trent a taste, just like you did. That's only fair, isn't it? Since he's purring for you.” She bites her lip and nods.

He doesn't go back to give her the attention she needs, but instead goes to lay beside her, keeping her between us. She whines again and pushes her hips off the bed, begging for touch.

He wants you to suck on him, baby. Don't you, Trent?” I blink at him. He's always been a handful, but when did he get so evil?

She finally closes in and flicks her tongue across the head and we both groan. I expect her to be shy about taking me into her mouth, but she isn't.

She reaches up to fist my knot and I bite my lip, tasting blood, to keep from releasing the roar that will have the rest of the men in this house running in here.