Indeed, I began to tremble with anticipation, feeling the sensation build and build until finally a wave of pleasure burst up from my body. In my mind's eye I was striking myself again and again, and each lash seemed to tighten a knot deep within my body. I was gasping louder, although slowly these separate gasps combined to form a kind of long, continued moan. The knot was in my belly but moving slowly downward. And the pain, oh the pain, was growing and becoming just as ecstatic as it had ever seemed at the convent. I was in a trance, utterly captivated by the fantasy.
