An Unexpected Paradise

by Chelsea Curto

“Trust me, you’re not a dark soul. You’re simply searching for the light. There’s a big difference.” “What’s the difference?” “You’re trying, even if you aren’t whole yet. Sometimes, that’s what is most important. Sometimes, trying is half the battle.”

I want to be loved. Properly, this time. Wholly and fully. And each day that passes where I’m not, I think my happiness diminishes. The little things help. I’m not unhappy or sad, and I recognize that what I have is good and enough. I’m just saying it would be really nice to experience life with someone by my side, because some days I’m afraid it’ll never happen.”