“I don’t have a problem with wanting things I can’t have. I have a problem with wanting you. In particular. You are my problem. It’s not a dopamine addiction, it’s a Helen addiction. And I cannot seem to kick it.” He paused. “I’ve had a thing for you for six years. You literally did not even know I was in the room, and you were married on top of that. There was no way I could even, like, ask you to coffee. But I made the best of it. I was fine.”