but if I can only have you as a fire, Sasha, as a flame of what you are, then I want you to burn for me. Do you understand? I’ll hold you if you want me to,” he whispered, his voice a crook of a finger to the tired tendrils of her heart. “Want me to keep you close, Sasha, keep you safe? I’ll do it. But if I’m going to know things—intimate things, like how you prefer to be touched,” he said, firmly, in a man’s voice—a lover’s voice—“things I know I’ll never be able to rid from my mind—then do me a favor and let me be selfish. Let me imagine you might have come to my bed for me,
