The Spirit is leading you to the source of your sense of unworthiness. God is redeeming and reconciling your belief systems, and when they are in alignment with his love, the doubt and fear will transform into security and faith. Then your mind will begin focusing on your true identity and who it is you were always meant to be, which will then inform what you are supposed to do. Then even the mundane daily tasks will fill you with joy, and you won’t have the time or desire for distracting and destructive coping mechanisms—they are just not worth it anymore.