Truthfully, if there was a way to pluck her brain from her skull and deposit it elsewhere for safekeeping, she’d do it. She’d analyzed and reanalyzed every single moment of that exchange, to the point where her mind was beginning to fester with insanity. What if she messed things up? What if Merritt wouldn’t see her anymore after this? What if she never got another chance?
Lol so f him then. This is why inner security is crucial.
