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August 4 - August 11, 2024
Winter was settling in on the East Coast, barely giving autumn much of a chance to show up to the party.
“Merritt.” She frowned. “You’ll never gain control of your power if you don’t ask for help. I don’t know any communionists who can step in. And there’s the matter of your family.” Pressing his lips together, Merritt released her hand and leaned back in his chair, balancing on its back legs. Hulda hated it when he did that, but she made no comment.
His British accent was both crisp and warm, which had Hulda thinking of peach cobbler.
Perhaps aging was a thing of the body and not the soul.
you have to decide what you want to do with the time you have left.”
My heartbeat keeps me company.
Why should I be sad when so much is good?
“You’re beautiful,” he said. Her tongue died in her mouth. Heat filled her cheeks again—if she could have one wish, it would be to blush less! At least it made her match the draperies. She cleared her throat as quietly as she could manage. “A good attempt at changing the subject, but you’ll have to do better.” He blinked. “Do better?” She adjusted her glasses. “Something more believable, perhaps.”
She communicates her low self-worth and neediness for reassurance which in real life is a turnoff for any man. It's not in any man's nature to stay with a woman who tells him that she is not enough in some way. It's a big repellent.
his magic remained indefinitely tied to his soul.
she glanced over Merritt’s shoulder to the other skaters. Several of them were couples, gliding closely together, leaning inward to converse. Holding hands. Heaven knew she wanted that. She’d wanted that all her life.
Leaning close so their foreheads brushed, he said, “I miss you.” Her pulse quickened. She couldn’t imagine any man, let alone this man, saying such words sincerely. Not to her. Yet here they were, and a silly sliver of herself wondered if this was all a strange ruse. Like Merritt might erupt with laughter at any moment, and someone—Mr. Portendorfer, perhaps—might burst from one of the quiet rooms and say, We got you good, Miss Larkin!
Shoving his hands into his pockets, he walked with wooden legs, his knees hinges in need of oil.
Truthfully, if there was a way to pluck her brain from her skull and deposit it elsewhere for safekeeping, she’d do it. She’d analyzed and reanalyzed every single moment of that exchange, to the point where her mind was beginning to fester with insanity. What if she messed things up? What if Merritt wouldn’t see her anymore after this? What if she never got another chance?
His throat squeezed shut. He couldn’t finish the sentence without emotion leaking into it. The two men stood before the dark window for another minute before Fletcher murmured, “You’ve been holding it in for thirteen years. Let it go.”
He doesnt have to see them to let go of past pain. Seeing them is not the goal. Healing is. He can sti let go and even forgive without ever seeing them. Its unnessessary. It can be retraumatizing.
That was a nice thing about writing—when someone read it, they had no idea how long the author had taken to compose it, or how many times he’d discarded something terrible and replaced it with the right phrase.
“Well, I’m very fond of you, as you know. And we’re both already in our thirties . . . past time to settle down, really. I’ll have another work published next year, get the rest of my advance, and Mr. McFarland wants a series, which is a good outlook, career-wise. I’d like to have you around . . . I want to be close—”
Grabbing Hulda’s waist, he spun her around, eliciting a shriek. “Marry me, Hulda Larkin. Here or in Boston. Now or next year. Just say you’ll marry me.” Her response was a delighted laugh and a kiss, which was good enough for him.

