Because if he’s being totally honest with himself, on some level James has already figured out that this girl is trans and while he hasn’t processed what that means yet he is having this desperate magnetic attraction to her. Like not even sexual. Just like, I want to be your Facebook friend or something. I need to grab you, to have you in my life. Whatever.
I wonder if this ever stops happening or if it is always a total thrill to, like, clock someone on the subway and want to tell them they're radiant and amazing and killing it
