Sunny Disposition (Mendell Hawks, #1)
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Read between February 5 - February 7, 2025
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For all the Black & queer cozy game streamers. Thank you so much for creating safe spaces.
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For the longest time I believed we only got one incredible, life-changing thing in our lives. Hockey was mine. But then, I got lucky. I met her. And everything changed.
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Keep smiling through it all. No matter what happens, no one can take that away.
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There was a faint smile on her face when our gazes met. Her eyes were as bright as the stars above. I wanted to trace her skin like I would trace the constellations in the sky. Would she feel as satisfying as those myths? She sure looked as wondrous. 
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Touching her seemed as close to heaven as I’d ever get. 
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Whatever she needed, whatever made her happy, I'd give it to her. Even if it was a life without me.
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Whatever she wanted, I’d give it to her. I'm willingly wrapped around her finger.
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“Then, what’s wrong? Your mood changed.” I shook my head when she tried to smile. “Don’t do that. Not if you don’t mean it. You don’t have to force yourself to smile around me. I don’t need that to feel comfortable. Being around you, in any mood you’re in, makes me…comfortable. I asked because don’t you want to be comfortable, too? You can be sad if that’s what you need.”
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“I…I want to kiss you,” she blurted. “Like, a lot right now.”  My stomach dropped. Wasn’t expecting that.  She let out a whimper of embarrassment. “You asked me what I preferred, and that was my first thought. I’d prefer it if you pinned me against a wall and kiss me.”
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“Kiss me up here,” she pleaded. “Please, kiss me on my lips.” I think I liked begging. I wondered if old Finn did.
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Naomi tasted like she looked, sweet and heart-stopping. Once I had a taste, I couldn’t go back, even knowing I was in dangerous waters.
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She was a Sun, and I was a frozen Earth, desperate for a change in season. 
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“You’re the first and only person who made me feel safe since I woke up,” Finn said. “I was terrified and alone and then I went into your stream and heard your voice and my body reacted. It knew you and trusted you instantly. I couldn’t lose you.
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But I don’t regret a single message I’ve sent. No regrets about our kiss and the time we’ve spent together. Naomi, I’d never regret a second with you because everything was worth it. Just to see your smile…damn, your fucking smile. Sorry. I’m supposed to keep this clean.”
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“I’m not wasting any more of our time. Being with you still scares me and I don’t know how much I trust you, but I still want to try. You’re too important to me to not try, Finn.”
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He chuckled at my excitement. And there it was again. A beautiful, perfect smile that lit up his entire face. The curve of it revealed a dimple in one cheek. His eyes wrinkled around the edges, revealing the genuine nature of the expression. This smile felt like it was made for me alone.
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I’d fantasized about this moment so many times, but imagination couldn’t hold a candle to her flame. 
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I wanted her to crave me as much as I craved her. I wanted her to long only for me because I’d never get on my knees for anyone other than her. Only her. I’d worship only her.
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I was hers. Completely hers. The feeling of utter devotion should have frightened me, but I’ve never been more thrilled. 
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It took the right kind of guy to fuck you like you came from the streets but kiss you like he was your knight in shining armor.
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“You can be angry about things that happened forever ago. There isn’t an expiration date on how you feel. Even on the most perfect days, you’re allowed to be upset.”
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There was not one side of her I didn’t love. Every part of my being was hers and would do whatever it took to make her mine. 
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Note to self: buy a silk pillowcase. That would make her more comfortable sharing my bed.
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“But I’ve fallen in love with you twice now. I think it’s safe to say I’d do it again.”
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Never in a million years did I think I could make a grump like Finn kiss me with a grin. But I had. I returned the smile and my heart swelled at the thought of this only being our beginning. This kiss reminded me that our brightest days were ahead. 
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“I can talk dirty to you if you want.” I pressed kisses along her jawline. “I can do both. Which do you want?” “Both. Everything. Every part you have to offer. Just like you want every side of me.”  I smiled. “You have a deal.”  “Perfect,” she said, pulling me back to her for a kiss.