Sunny Disposition (Mendell Hawks, #1)
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Read between July 19 - November 22, 2023
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For the longest time I believed we only got one incredible, life-changing thing in our lives. Hockey was mine. But then, I got lucky. I met her. And everything changed.
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Except now, I saved energy and time for her, too. Suddenly, there was a life worth living off the ice. And I wanted to enjoy it with her.
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It wasn’t just an ache; it was longing. For what we had, what we were becoming, and everything between.
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This exchange felt familiar. It felt good. I would do whatever it took to hold on to it.
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My body’s response to her laughter felt like sinking onto a couch after being on my feet all day. Nothing else gave me that feeling.
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Something about how Finn looked at me said he wasn’t judging. He was taking me in and trying to figure out the same thing I was: why was I interested in him?
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I wanted to press my fingers on her skin and pull her closer until she sat on my lap.
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we felt like something that could be real.
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Damn, I want this woman in every way imaginable.
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Whatever she needed, whatever made her happy, I'd give it to her. Even if it was a life without me.
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For her, I’d be someone who’d stop her from unconsciously hurting herself.
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His touch was like a weighted blanket, made for comfort. My heart sunk the second he pulled away.
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Damn, if he kept doing that, he’d get me to do whatever he wanted.
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his hands would look ten times better around my neck.  What the hell is wrong with you?
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“Then, what’s wrong? Your mood changed.” I shook my head when she tried to smile. “Don’t do that. Not if you don’t mean it. You don’t have to force yourself to smile around me. I don’t need that to feel comfortable. Being around you, in any mood you’re in,
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makes me…comfortable. I asked because don’t you want to be comfortable, too? You can be sad if that’s what you need.”
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“I…I want to kiss you,” she blurted. “Like, a lot right now.”  My stomach dropped. Wasn’t expecting that.  She let out a whimper of embarrassment. “You asked me what I preferred, and that was
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my first thought. I’d prefer it if you pinned me against a wall and kiss me.”
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I wrapped my arm around her waist, pulling
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her close. She braced her hands on my chest, gasping at my decision.
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“Kiss me up here,” she pleaded. “Please, kiss me on my lips.” I think I liked begging. I wondered if old Finn did.
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I needed her to know how much I wanted this.
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Her mouth parted, welcoming me in like I’d been there before. Like I was coming home.
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We kissed one another like our time was running out,
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“Yes, Naomi. Your MidQuest.”
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“A do-over where I can be whoever I want. And what I want is to be with you.”
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“You’re the first and only person who made me feel safe since I woke up,” Finn said. “I was terrified and alone and then I went into your stream and heard your voice and my body reacted. It knew you and trusted you instantly. I couldn’t lose you. I know, I might lose you now. You deserved the truth regardless of what I was feeling. I just… needed time to work through everything. If I could take that part back, I would. But I don’t regret a single message I’ve sent. No regrets about our kiss and the time we’ve spent together. Naomi, I’d never regret a second with you because everything was ...more
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fucking smile. Sorry. I’m supposed to keep this clean.”
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“If I had to go to hell and back, I would. To fix this, I’d do anything.”
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Finn parted my lips with determination, trying to show me he meant business.
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After everything that happened, he chose me for a second time.