On the one hand, Eric and Dylan had been our friends. They were dead. They were gone. On the other hand, they had killed thirteen other people. People we had been close to. We had to make a decision: How should we grieve? Many were struggling with that question. Crosses were erected on Rebel Hill, overlooking the school, that represented each of the lives lost: fifteen crosses in all. Those who put them up wanted to recognize that Eric and Dylan were victims too, even if they were victims of themselves.
