'It just seemed to come out of nowhere. I lost ability to see the good in all the good things in my life. I twisted them all up in my head to make them bad instead. Seemed like that was then all I could focus on. I didn't want to get out of bed, I didn't want to shower, I certainly didn't want to leave the house. And so, I didn't do any of those things. I just sort of gave in and gave up.'
