I never did respond to his message and left him on read, even though I knew it would make his blood boil. He deserved to just sit with that and stew on it for a little. It wasn’t fair, this game we’ve been playing. All it’s doing is muddling our minds and I don’t like it. At first, there was a certain degree of excitement, sneaking around. That was a long time ago and we’re past that now. I’m tired of being his secret and I’m tired of feeling like what we are doing is shameful. Sure, my brother might not agree with it, but when it comes down to it, it really isn’t his decision. It’s completely
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