And definitely not after the way Isla looked at me this morning. I fucked up, siding with her brother’s bullshit when I should have just came clean. Instead, I chose to cover up my tracks and completely dismissed what happened with Isla before August showed up. She wasn’t happy with me and I should have taken the time to go talk to her before we had to leave, but I chose to give her space instead. I don’t know what the fuck I'm doing here.

