You are born again and again. This is the greatest defeat. Because your mother is nothing more than the last in the line of monsters. She is the last question, the last trap. Being born again and again and again is not the escape. When you see your mother sleeping in that deep cave, you are overwhelmed with a thirst for life, a limitless longing and love. These things cloud your mind and you fall prey to the most terrible monster, whose hell has no escape. You’re led back into the world again, a failure, and again you are shown the signs. This shouldn’t happen.”