Life here is about give and take, caring and contributing. That’s why games are so important; you learn the rules, you obey them, and you move in harmony with your team. If you make your own rules you let the whole side down. Contrary to what you clearly believe, you are not superior to the rest of us. In fact you are a rather silly, very conceited little girl and if you don’t make a huge effort now you will never fit in, here or anywhere else.
This is Janet’s inner turmoil. Having never made a lasting human connection, she has developed a sincere distaste for most all people and thus a superiority complex that only enhances this divide. She wants to be admired but is unwilling to cut herself down into palatable pieces.