healing for no one but me

by Jennae Cecelia

i do not allow myself to be any more than in the middle because losing people does not hurt as bad if you do not fully let them in.

if nothing is forever, why does this pain never leave? why can i not move past something that is long gone? why can i not find relief?

i hope today is your day. the sun hits your face just right. your favorite t-shirt fits the way you like. your hair is what you have always tried to achieve. there is no line in the drive-thru to get your coffee. your skin feels dewy. and someone sends you a message that makes you smile. i hope today you feel the most right you have in a while.