lately it feels like, “i am so sorry.” “i am thinking of you.” “i hope you are safe and alright.” are the only words that i write. there is a heaviness with each message and call. and i am constantly wondering when i will get through this all. i find myself crawling into spaces that feel safe, and shutting out the world. but then feeling guilty for thinking i can just turn it all off and push it away. i do not know what tomorrow holds, but i am taking it day by day. and i think that is more than ok.
