i do not allow people to get close to me. and i do not allow myself to get close to them. a happy medium. i stay somewhere in the middle of friend, but not close enough to be in my wedding. i will call you sometimes, but you will not be hearing from me in an emergency at 3 AM. i do not allow myself to be any more than in the middle because losing people does not hurt as bad if you do not fully let them in.
