i finally realized that i did not deserve to be told my ideas were silly, or that i should not like ranch with my pizza, or that my hair should only be worn down even though i liked it up just as much. i finally realized that what you made a big deal about were always the small things. nit-picking so i could never be doing anything right. i deserve the small things. i deserve simple happiness. i finally realized that with you everything was a fight.
