i’ve always been cyclical good at returning to the start bad at forgetting these spirals won’t spin themselves i am so used to the coming and going the leaving goodbye feels like the only thing i can rely on but you you have refused to be part of my cycles there you are standing still reliability looks so good on you but you you are a pillar meant to hold up someone else and i can barely stand it maybe it is time to get up maybe it is time to move on maybe this time goodbye is meant for me