“And I miss you. I miss you so much. Even when I have you near me. Even when I have you this close. I miss you right now. When I close my eyes and even when I am looking at you. I miss you when I can’t hear you and even when I do. You make my heart hurt so fiercely that I think I might die. I might have even already died. It is so overwhelmed when you hold it in your hands, so overwhelmed right now that I don’t feel the thousand deaths I’ve already died.” She rested her forehead on mine. “I love you. I’ve loved you and I love you. And I've done it so horribly…I’ve loved you so horribly. I love
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