“We all had our own rooms. And what they mostly did was try to turn my dick straight.” I shut my eyes, cupping my hand over them. “There was a lot of straight porn. They had female nurses for the guys, and they would come and jerk us off and just to help things, we’d get drugs, like ‘party drugs’ to make us come and make us like it. So we maybe felt more straight?” My eyes flicker up to his, and I jerk them back down. “I don’t know. Fortunately—unfortunately?—it didn’t work for me. When they showed gay porn, if you got hard, in your IV you would get what I called barf juice. So your stomach
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