In the vilest and most unforgivable of ways. In a way that replays over and over in my mind. I am not asking for your forgiveness, because I know I will never and can never deserve it. You deserved a father you could be proud of…someone who you knew without a shadow of a doubt loved you and would protect you at all costs, and unfortunately, my horrific actions and behavior allowed you to grow up not knowing those things. That kills me, Will. Knowing that my weakness and
