I don't have the heart to tell Keller I talked to Audrey. He knows this has been coming. When it does, it will crush him. I'm not looking forward to that. At all. I would tough it out here if I could, but I can't do that to him or Stella. I know the end is going to be ugly and demanding on everyone. I honestly don't want to ask anyone to be there with me through it, but if you can't ask your mom, who can you ask? I've always thought of Audrey as my mom. Janice may have been my mother, but Audrey is my mom. Even still, this is the first day of my entire life that I wish she wasn't. Someone like
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