I’m happy that my heart’s not getting crushed. And my heart can’t get crushed if I don’t give it to someone. I do miss sex, though. I just don’t want my feelings tangled up in it, not when they’re even more sensitive than my body. Casual hookups are the ideal solution, but finding someone who’s up for that isn’t easy when I can’t find it in me to socialize beyond my group of friends, all of whom are either partnered or pseudo-siblings.
