I realise, I can never forgive this woman. I truly fucking hate her. She's the reason I'm the way I am. She's the reason I'm fucked up. The reason I'm not a normal guy, a normal human like everyone else. She scarred me, physically, mentally, emotionally. I'm stronger now, but sometimes I find myself wanting to cry for that little boy. Little fucking Dmitry. Little fucking Dima. My innocence was destroyed in so many ways. Destroyed by those who were supposed to fucking protect me. To love me.
