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Everyone has trauma, therapy can't fix. And that's okay. You're okay. We'll get through this life together.
my Little Sparrow.
And you'd wait for me, wouldn't you? You'd enjoy the stolen moments just as much as I did.
She was my release. My escape from reality. My escape from the fucked up life I lived. And the beauty of it all was that she never stopped me. She never said no. She never truly resisted, because I was her escape, too.
What kind of God let's someone live the life I've had... well, unless he's twisted and fucked up just like me. Or maybe I'm the devil's work. His little project.
I hate myself. I hate this part of me, but because of this part of me I've survived and for that I'm grateful. Thankful even. Fuck, I'm so conflicted. The darkness consumes me but it's the only way I'm still living, still breathing. The only way my heart's still beating.
Bi-polar is only one of my many mental health issues. My mind is a daily war zone and a battle of right versus wrong.
I too possess the strength to overcome my own obstacles, to heal my wounded spirit, and to embrace the boundless possibilities that lie ahead.
her fear, it turns me the fuck on.
I'm craving pussy right now. Scared pussy. Pussy that doesn't know it wants me until I stretch it and devour it. Take it. Own it. Claim it. I need to find Natalia. I need my Little Sparrow.
I needed to be with her. To be with Natalia Petrova, my Little Sparrow.
Fuck that, I'll take what belongs to me.
There's no such thing as invading her privacy and crossing boundaries when she's always been destined to belong to me. I couldn't stop then, and I wouldn't stop now.
A used tampon catches my eye. One of my favourite items of yours— always. I hold it to my nostrils and inhale it. Your scent hasn't changed. I wonder if you still taste the same? I lick the still wet blood up and down, tasting your blood mixed with your pussy's natural wetness. Fucking delicious. You must have discarded these items before you went to bed.
I realise, I can never forgive this woman. I truly fucking hate her. She's the reason I'm the way I am. She's the reason I'm fucked up. The reason I'm not a normal guy, a normal human like everyone else. She scarred me, physically, mentally, emotionally. I'm stronger now, but sometimes I find myself wanting to cry for that little boy. Little fucking Dmitry. Little fucking Dima. My innocence was destroyed in so many ways. Destroyed by those who were supposed to fucking protect me. To love me.
But I won't give up. I'll wait for the perfect moment to make my move, to show you that I'm the one who truly cares for you. I'm the one who should own you. Keep you for myself. I might not treat you like a princess straight away but you'll learn to treat me like a King and then you'll be deserving of the princess treatment.
"Tonight, I'll leave you covered in bruises, bite marks, and my cum. You'll be in no doubt that I've conquered your body and taken back what belongs to me,"
"Once you submit. Fully submit to me, I'll give you your wings back. You can come and go as you please, come back whenever I require. We're not at that stage yet, but we will be. I promise."
"Each beautiful moment escapes us if we let it. The scars buried beneath remind me of the darkest time but the birds fly over them and through them. Taking away my pain and reminding me that they were only ever moments in time. Time I won't get back, but time I'd never want back either."
"Everyone has trauma, therapy can't fix. And that's okay. You're okay. I'm okay.
Every human has a darkside, some just hide it better than others.
"There's no escape. I will have my cock in your mouth and then in every little hole of yours tonight. You hold me so well. It's as though your hand was made for my cock and my cock was made for your mouth, for your pussy, for your tits. I'll fuck your arse and the back of your knees, your toes, your fucking armpits. I want my cock to conquer and explore every inch of your body, just as my tongue has already licked every crevice of your body before."
chuckle at how lame I am. How lame I'll always be. Fuck it, I'll embrace my inner nerd.