“Like this buzzing electric hum that when we’re in the same room it’s there and we both feel it, and probably other people can feel it, too. But I’m serious, Leah. It’s not something I want to give up on.” “I don’t know,” I said. “I feel that hum, too. But you don’t seem . . .” I paused. “Healthy.” “Every day I’m trying to get healthier. I’m trying to be the best possible Charlie Jacob Nelson that I can be. That’s all I can give you.” “I need to be on my own for a while,” I said, letting go of his hand.
brother lol.
