Everything is a blur, the past ten months of my life all cumulating in one stupid decision. One fucking thing I shouldn’t do. It could ruin everything. This isn’t part of the plan, but there’s no stopping me now. She suspects me. She’s not stupid and I don’t care. There’s one place I belong and my bones and soul ache. Fuck the games I’ve played trying to wiggle my way back to there. Back to her.