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Instead of counting his unfaithfulness as a loss and moving on I lowered my worth to level up my ego.
handing him over to her and I couldn’t allow her to feel like she’d won. I wanted to prove to her and him that I was, and would always be, the better choice.
The wrong person for you will never be capable of loving you the right way. And a person who truly loves you will never put you in a position to feel like you are not enough for them.
The color of it reminded me of a French Vanilla latte—heavy on the milk and cream. Very light and smooth in appearance.
“Why don’t we take one together to the hotel? You can ride on me tonight.” Jesus, please stop him right now. I’m begging you. This is not fair.
“I politely told the woman handling my flight information that she had me fucked up. This ain’t the ’70s. The Motel 6 ain’t in style no more.
“You’ve got my name and my money in a very short amount of time, Nim. Something that doesn’t happen very often for most people.”
“You can’t keep giving me those come-hither eyes and expect me to keep being a gentleman. The freak in me is never far behind, and I don’t think you’re ready for the Dretti Experience.”
“Look, baby, this the kinda dick that’ll make you wanna stalk a nigga. Are you sure you’re ready for that?”
“Nah. There won’t be any looking away. Look me in my eyes while I feed you this dick and tell me how it feels. Do I need to speed it up?”
he turned our connected bodies sideways and buried his length deeper inside of me. I needed a sprinkle of mercy to drop down into my soul because he was torturing me in ways I didn’t know were possible.
He spooned me so that my body was in front of his and entered me from behind. His hand soon after slid across my chest and wrapped around my neck while he whispered in my ear, encouraging me to “throw that shit back at him”.
He truly did have the kind of dick that would make you call up his grandmother and ask if he had been by to see her lately because you knew her house was a place he’d never stay away from.
Are you ready for us to cum, beautiful? ‘Cause it’s not happening unless we do it together.”
It should’ve been illegal for him to be nasty and a gentleman. The combination was dangerously lethal.
“Nim, listen. I know this is going to sound crazy, but Marcus’s dick is so bomb. I just knew he had to be giving it to someone else. It’s too good for him not to spread it around!”
“I get you, boo. Lust at first sight can quickly turn into a false sense of true love. Especially when you’re already in a vulnerable state.
Nim and her voodoo-laced pussy made me feel things I’d never felt for any woman before.
“So, you got a nigga, huh? That shit is wild as fuck, Nim. You let me dick you down and then went home to your man like I didn’t ruin any future sex you’d have with him.
“What do you mean you don’t trust women who partake in that type of behavior? Do you trust yourself?” “What kind of question is that?” “The same kind of dumbass question you just asked me.”
We can’t walk around expecting women to be perfect knowing damn well we ain’t never been that.”
You had this undeniable pull over me, baby. The kind of pull that made me feel like a piece of myself was missing whenever you weren’t in my presence. I don’t even know how that shit is possible but that’s how a nigga felt.
Fake love feels real when you really want it, baby.
Andretti’s brownie points wouldn’t stop adding up. If he earned anymore, I’d figure out a way to marry his handsome ass tomorrow. Hell, tonight!
I mean, you could be doing business with some of your relatives right now and not even know it. Isn’t that weird to you?” “As long as them niggas pay me, not really.” I shrugged.
Sometimes you must let the people you love fall on their ass so they can realize how soft and precious it is.
Good goddamn grief.
I get real disrespectful once I feel disrespected.”
Unless you had plans to talk to God face-to-face, I want you to cancel everything you had planned this weekend.
I was high-key stuck on the fact Britton’s goofball ass cheated on Nim with a woman who couldn’t even compete with her pinky toe.
when she’s uncomfortable I’m the one who has to make everything better. I’d hate to have to beat yo’ ass to do so.”
Hoping with God’s help that nigga heeded my warning because I didn’t know if He’d forgive me for what I’d do if Britton didn’t listen.
“I don’t know about this wine drunk shit, mami. I feel like you’re about to set me up. I told you before all you gotta do is ask for this dick, baby. You don’t have to take it from me.”
“How many glasses of wine did you have?” I heard him ask behind me. Turning around I winked and said, “Enough to make me real nasty,”
I was so thankful when I felt the head of my newest and dearest best friend against my opening.
My mind was confused on whether to scream or breathe, so I bit the covers underneath me instead.
I giggled loudly when I saw it was three eggplant emojis from Andretti.
“Nah, beautiful. I’m getting things started that early. You thought those eggplant emojis were a joke?” We both laughed. “I’m tryna slide up in it in seven different ways by seven o’clock, baby. What you think about that?”
“Oh yeah? That’s a word then. I’ll be your way at five. Have her ready for me.”
“I real life love you, Nim, and it’s not the type of love where I just say the words whenever I want to make you feel good about yourself. It’s on the level where I want to be anything you need. Anything you want. Baby, on some real ass shit, I won’t hesitate to be whoever you want and need me to be. Give me the word, and I’ll be it. Give me the time and place, and I’ll show up. I’d for real do anything for you, Nim. Anything.”

