I thought about his words, and he was right. We never did share a deep connection. We were always just sort of going through the motions. Jansen Clark had been safe. I had never realized that until now. He couldn’t really hurt me because I wasn’t all in. Never had been. Even when I’d found him in bed with another woman… it stung, but it didn’t devastate me. I wasn’t heartbroken over our relationship ending.
