dreamed last night that Edi was visiting everybody in their dreams: Jude, Dash, Jonah, Alice. Did she come to you? Yes! Me too! Everybody but me. In the dream I talked to Laura from Shapely about it. “Maybe you’re not trying hard enough,” she said, and I said, “I don’t know how to try harder.” Laura shrugged. “Hey, she’s doing her best,” somebody said from behind her. Edi! She was palely opalescent, smiling. “You’re good, Ash, you’re perfect,” she said, before kissing my cheek and leaving me again. “You are doing everything right.” And it wouldn’t be true forever, but, in that moment at least,
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