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we fucked like it was our catharsis,
I’d had sex with Josh Chen. My best friend’s brother and one of the people I despised most.
but I was addicted to this. To her.
“Sweetheart, in a few minutes, you’ll forget your own name.”
How had I never noticed how incredibly, devastatingly gorgeous Josh Chen was?
“Good girl,”
her curves fitting my hands like pieces of a puzzle I never wanted to finish solving.
when she so clearly, irrevocably belonged to me.
Ours started as a sex-only arrangement, but it’d never been about just sex. Even when I thought I hated her, I was already softening toward her. Every smile, every laugh, and every conversation chipped away at the image I’d constructed of her in my mind until I was left with someone I didn’t know but couldn’t bear to let go of.
I didn’t know what I wanted from her, but I knew I wanted her. I knew she haunted my thoughts and invaded my dreams until she was the only thing I could see. And I knew that being with her was one of the few times I truly felt alive.
“I want you.”
“Shut up and let me hold you.”
He was everything I needed when I needed it.
“Come here, Red.” That was all I needed.
she was so fucking beautiful I couldn’t stop looking at her.
she was beautiful in a way that made me want to drown in her, to let her fill every inch of my soul until she fucking consumed me. It didn’t matter if it killed me, because in a world where I was surrounded by death, she was the only thing that made me feel alive.
she was pretty damn extraordinary.
“Such a good girl.”
“Good girl.”
“First and last, Red.” I laughed at his soft growl. “Possessive much?” “Damn right I am.”
“I don’t like sharing.” “Sharing is a virtue, Josh.” “I don’t give a flying fuck. I don’t share. Not when it comes to you.”
one mistake I’ll never make is letting you go,
Because the possibility of you is better than the reality of anyone else.”
“I’ll wait. For as long as it takes.”
“Twelve days, eight hours, and nine minutes. I spent every second thinking of you.”
“You’re the only thing that could make me happy forever.”
“In case it’s not clear, I fucking love you, Jules Ambrose, even when you drive me crazy. Especially when you drive me crazy.”
“Twelve days, twelve orgasms.”
“Good girl,” I whispered. “I love hearing you scream for me.”
I would take a thousand fights with Jules over a thousand easy days with anyone else. Because I didn’t want easy. I wanted her.
“Use your words.”