“Saving my mother was the most selfish thing I’d ever done. Not one part of it was for her. It served my fears, my trauma, my need to have something,”—no matter how bad it was—“than to have nothing.” “You were a kid.” “I’m not a kid now, Clint. And I’m telling you, it was purely self-serving. Made it easier to accept all the fucked-up shit that happened afterward because I’d made sure I was now deserving of it.” “You never told me this before.” “I didn’t want you to think less of me,” I said. “And now?” “You coughed up your pain for me, and now I think more of you. And I’m gambling that
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Raven has anyone gotten you some therapy?
