“I wanted to fucking rip her away from you. I was bitter and angry and threatened. And I wanted to cause a scene big enough to make you all those things, too. To make it clear that you were mine. I wanted to force you to drag me out of there spitting and screaming. You would’ve gotten me alone, and my no would’ve meant no that time because I would’ve been so fucking enraged. And you would’ve fucked me anyway. Knowing this time wasn’t the same. Knowing this time, I meant it.”
