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This one is for all my degradation kink girlies Sometimes we just want to be called good little sluts
It wasn’t the first time I’d buried my feelings because processing them felt like an uphill battle.
Being in Theia’s presence made me feel calmer. I wanted to be near her. To be her friend.
I wanted to hear him whisper it in my ear over and over because I was clearly fucking insane when it came to Gil Villetti.
“Do you ever wish time would stand still for one minute so you could just breathe? I feel like I never get the chance to breathe.”
It was her mind that had my attention.
If seeing Theia helped me, I should just fucking do it. She was the one thing in my life that felt good.
Quite honestly, I’d make all the exceptions for you, Gil. I’d let you touch me everywhere, but you don’t want that, so I won’t admit it to you.
Deep down, I felt like I could trust this man with anything. And it was quite possibly the scariest thought I’d ever had.
“Touch yourself, Theia,” I whispered, “I want to watch you.”
“You want to be on display for me, don’t you? You want to be my good girl and show me how you pleasure yourself. Unless you want to be something else, hmm? What’s the word I’m looking for, Theia?”
“Theia,” he rumbled, the vibrations of his chest running right through me. “Non riesco a toglierti dalla mia testa.”
“Non posso fermarmi. Non posso.”
“You’ve been so patient with me. This is your reward for being a good girl,”
You’re mine, Theia. I won’t let you go. I’ll protect you from them.
Nevertheless, I’m Gilberto and I used to be Gennaro Villetti’s executioner. Now, I’m the boss, so I suggest you decide real fucking fast which way you want to play this.”
“All I want to do is be near you… and not even just near you. I want to hold you tight and never fucking let go. I want you in ways I’ve never wanted anyone else. You are in my waking thoughts and my fucking dreams, Theia. And it scared the shit out of me, okay? My feelings for you scare me, but I can’t stay away.” He rubbed his chest with one hand. “I want you in my life. I want you in my bed. I just plain fucking want you. Every part of you.”
Gil dumped my bag on the floor before he grabbed hold of me and planted his mouth on mine. I was so stunned by the whole thing, I stood there blinking as the man I’d wanted for weeks kissed me like I was his source of oxygen, and he needed me to sustain him for the rest of his life.
“I’m going to take what I want from you, Theia,” I murmured as I ran my finger down the centre of her chest. “If you don’t want that, tell me now.”
“Then turn over, and I’ll make sure you never forget the feel of me inside you.”
“Is that what you want? To be my good little slut and do exactly as you’re told? That’s what you’re going to be if you stay with me. Mine.”
“Do you want to be mine, slut?” “Yes!” He pressed a kiss to the shell of my ear. “Good girl,” he whispered, and I swear my arms buckled just from those two little words. “Sei mio adesso.”
“La mia piccola trioia è così bisognosa per me.”
If my life’s only goal was to worship at the altar of Gil Villetti, I would surrender to him in a heartbeat.
“You make such artistry with your body when you dance, Theia. You mesmerise me. I can’t look away.”
“Ti proteggerò con la mia vita.”
I wouldn’t have taken her to bed last night if I had any doubts about my feelings. They might scare the crap out of me, but it didn’t change facts. I wanted her by my side.
“Oh. Is that something you’d like me to whisper to you in bed? About how I’m going to gut anyone who tries to take you from me.”
“That’s it, such a good slut. Taking it so well. La mia bella sgualdrina.”
“You’re lucky I want to fuck you, Theia. It’s been on my mind all day, how much I want to wreck your pussy and make you cry out my name. I’ve never wanted this with anyone, but you… you make me crazy, and I can’t stop. I don’t want to stop. I want you so bad, it fucking hurts.”
“Wreck me… please.” “Oh, don’t worry, I fully intend to.”
I don’t need you because you make it better. I need you because when I’m with you, I feel like myself. I feel like Theia. And I don’t have to hide her away.”
While I didn’t know Zayn’s girlfriend that well, I did respect her, especially since she made my brother happy. She was loyal to him. And she fit into our family.
I swear I’ll make it safe for you, Theia, if it’s the last fucking thing I do. You deserve that. You deserve everything. I’ll give you that and so much more. I promise.