It is in that moment, with a cock in my mouth and one in my hand and my oxygen depleting that I slip into that new Alice, the one whose mind is numb, the one who seeks only to please the two men she’s falling hard for, the two men she trusts wholly with her life. This is the Alice that wants the dirtiest things to come to light, the Alice who is finally free of the confines of her mind and societal constraints, the Alice that I lean into with abandon.
