What shocks her is that she’s actually starting to miss the walking spike-covered powder keg that was her father, in spite of everything. There’s probably some kind of psychological weirdness to that, Stockholm Syndrome or masochism or something else she’s heard about from Maury Povich reruns, but what it all really boils down to is that at least Matthew Houlihan loved her, in his terrible way. She’s not sure the new version is capable of that, either.