“Lor.” The shout finally made my head lift, hollow terror thudding through me when I saw Lilimar out of breath at the door, Seis just behind her. My chair tipped back as I shot up, part of me wanting to cover my ears and run. I didn’t want to hear her tell me Jugs was truly gone. I wasn’t ready to hear it. I would never be ready. But then she smiled at me—a huge, breathless grin. “I did it.”