I had to give up hope at some point. It was foolish to even care this much. I had met Juhgz twice, and he was… he was a strange creature! From another world! My interest in him should extend no further than curiosity over our differences, not this… this aching pressure in my chest. This desperate need to see him again. To hear his musical voice. To simply be near him. I had finally found someone who made my chest flutter with sweet, breathless anticipation, and he was a mysterious being from another world. He couldn’t be more unattainable if he tried—which he might have been doing. Perhaps he
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