“Everything is shit right now. Everything but you. I don’t get it, and I’ve stopped trying to understand. You make me feel things . . . I don’t even know how to make sense of it. I just want to be with you.” Oh my god. “I just want to be with you too. You make me feel things too. Things I haven’t felt in a long time. Things I never thought I’d feel again.” He nodded but his face crumpled and a tear escaped. “Jer,” I whispered. “You okay?” He shook his head and more tears fell. “I told Maddox I want out. Of the band. I’m done.”
