The thing was, we weren’t here to drink and laugh with the band. It’d be all too easy to sit around with them, crack a few beers, and listen to the funny stories. But we weren’t part of that inner circle. We were employed by the company to look after them. And that was a very timely reminder for me. Had I really thought Jeremy would ever be interested in me? I was not in their inner circle. I was now questioning whether Jeremy and I were ever even friends.