My motherfucking heart hurts. IT HURTS. I want to rage at the world. I want to claw at my skin. I want to rip open my ribcage, pull my beating heart from my chest and crush it in my hands. I want to go back to that night when those bastards took her from me and kill them all. I want to kill them all. But more than that, I want Cyn. I want her gentle touch and her beautiful smile. I want her angry tongue and her stinging bite. I want her words of wisdom and sharp wit. I want her pretty pussy and her sexy mouth. I want her sweet, sweet voice. I want her.