She cut me off, desperation in her voice. “Why? Firas was going to be Louis’s best man at his wedding to Juice Box, and he asked Katia to secretly make them tuxedoes. It was going to be a big surprise, and now it’s never going to happen. Why am I not as upset as I should be? It doesn’t feel right. I think I’m doing something wrong. I think something inside of me has broken.”

