I thought it would be the same with love. That I would meet someone I like and the chemical reaction would be so strong that I’d forget how painful breaking up was and throw myself back in a second time without worrying about the consequences. But it hasn’t been like that for me. There is something stopping me from getting there. I didn’t think real people had walls; I thought that was just something people on Love Island said when they actually just didn’t fancy the guy they were coupled up with.
