Part of the promise of being a “good egg” is that we will not feel lost. But the “bad eggs’’ on the pathless path eventually realize there is wisdom in being lost. This doesn’t mean it will be easy. Like Billups, you will sense that you are doing something wrong, or at minimum, don’t know what you are doing. Simple questions from others like “what do you do?” will expose your own uncertainty and can feel like a death blow to the soul.
